Warning signs that something is amiss:
1. Cleans nonstop until exhausted;
2. Doesn't sleep or wakes up every 2 hours;
3. If she does sleep, she oversleeps and is capable of doing the same for the entire day for several days;
4. Lack of appetite;
5. Before, she drinks beer and she drinks almost everyday (at least a bottle) and she smokes at least half a pack of cigarettes a day (more when she drinks). Good thing these vices are gone for more than a year now;
6. Does M.A.D. (only her closest friends know what these letters stand for);
7. Shops or at least buys something (even if it's merely a pen);
8. Vanishes, so to speak. You cannot force her to go out with you. There were even times that she did not communicate with anybody at all;
9. Writes. Anywhere. If she does not have a paper at hand, she writes even on tissue/s just to pour out anything eating her up at the moment. Now, she usually writes online although there are certain things (very private ones) that are kept in her journal;
10. When she's angry, it's either she keeps it to herself and not talk to the person at fault ever or she tells that guilty person immediately but with no sugarcoating, that if that person cannot take it, he/she would wish that the world would just swallow him/her at that very instant.
If you see any of these signs, try to stay away from her. If you are the type who fears the truth , do not dare ask her. Kudos to those who were and are able to make her spill out whatever may be wrong at the moment and who still stayed despite the same. She extends her gratitude and heartfelt thanks.
